Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Love Me For Who I Am...



Love Me For Who I Am...or Leave Me For What You Want...

Don't let your pain become my punishment
Don't let your confusion be my consequence
Don't turn my patience into my own poison
Don't let your rage become my ruin

Don't use my weakness as your weapon
Don't let your guilt become my grave
Don't let your past hurt tear at my heart
Don't drown my hope for the future with my own tears

Love Me For Who I AM.. or Leave Me For What You Want...

Let me live and love
Let me feel happiness instead of sorrow
Let me find peace instead of pain
Let me be me the one you married

Let my hard work become a sign of tomorrow
Let my Love be worth fighting for
Let my mistakes be forgotten
Let my heart and soul be yours as intended

Love Me For Who I Am.. or Leave Me For What You Want


Let Gods guiding light lead us through all that is still to come
Let his words be our wisdom
Let the past make for a better future
Let go and move forward

Don't take for granted all that is good
Don't forget what matters most
Don't let fear decide out future
Don't let darkness become our prison

Love Me For Who I Am...or Leave Me For What You Want

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Inspired by Bonnie and Clyde

Inspired by Bonnie and Clyde


Two lost souls with there heads spinning full of hurt that the world has thrown at them.
Determined to save one another, more likely to destroy each other.
Craving love and leading there live with dreams and fantasy
Following each other into the depths of darkness

Never fully aware of what may come crashing down
Never caring about anything except the one who promises them the world
One dreams of death and destruction
The other dreams of fame and fortune

Somewhere the battle between right and wrong becomes a battle of how right or wrong is it
Slipping into a no going back situation
Leaning on one another to make it all right
Looking for an answers that will never come

Until that day when they look across the room
One seeing only one way out
The other seeing no way out
Grasping with all their heart to find some clarity

With an angle on one shoulder and the devil on the other
They ride the ride straight to hell together

If only they had listened to the voice of the angle

Two talented people destroyed by the demons in their soul


Sunday, December 8, 2013

Friday, December 6, 2013

More People taking an interest in me.

http://www.marketpressrelease.com/Rochester-Author-Shares-PTSD-Addiction-Abuse-Experiences-In-New-Book-1386283564.html

Rochester Author Shares PTSD, Addiction, Abuse Experiences In New Book

Newly Published Author Shares Her True Life Story In Autobiogrophy

Market Press Release – December 5, 2013 10:46 pm
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Oct. 28--Rochester author Renata Kell earlier this month announced the nationwide release of her new, autobiographical book, "Post Trauma,"

In the book, Kell, a certified nursing assistant, describes how she overcame years of emotional turmoil.

"'Post Trauma' follows the first two years of Kell's unknowingly becoming addicted to prescription pain pills. When she reveals this to her family and begins the process of getting clean, her family endures several tragic deaths," Tate Publishing and Enterprises said in a news release. "Suffering through physical and mental withdrawals, Kell was unable to be supportive and had to rely on her family when they needed her most."

According to the publisher, the author reveals her struggles with addiction, a mental breakdown, PTSD and the aftermath of "severe physical and sexual childhood abuse."

"This tremendous story of faith reminds readers of the need to lean on one another and accept the changes in their lives," Tate said. "What could have turned out to be a tragic scenario has become an inspiring tale of a family full of love and determination to save each other."

Published by Tate Publishing and Enterprises, the book is available through bookstores nationwide, from the publisher atwww.tatepublishing.com/bookstore, or by visiting barnesandnoble.com oramazon.com.Post Trauma follows the first two years of a woman who has unknowingly become addicted to prescription pain pills through years of prescriptions. When she reveals this to her family and begins the process of getting clean, her family endures several tragic deaths. Suffering through physical and mental withdrawals, Renata was unable to be supportive and had to rely on her family when they needed her most. Renata Kell reveals the heart-wrenching experiences of her struggle and her family's grief and anger as they step up and inspire her to stay sober. After a period of journaling, Renata's mind began to get clear only for her to have a total mental breakdown. She sought professional help. Upon discovering her PTSD, Renata went against counselors' advice and wrote down flashbacks of severe physical and sexual childhoodabuse. Post Trauma portrays the wounds that led Renata down this dangerous path and the secrets for which, now revealed, she is finally finding healing. This tremendous story of faith reminds of the need to lean on one another and accept the changes in our lives. What could have turned out to be a tragic scenario has become an inspiring tale of a family full of love and determination to save each other.

Finaly my hard work is paying off.




http://features.rr.com/article/e264a6fef8992f9fbc3c1a9b70585806#.UqINm8RDuSo




Rochester Author Shares PTSD, Addiction, Abuse Experiences in New Book

Rochester author Renata Kell earlier this month announced the nationwide release of her new, autobiographical book, "Post Trauma,"
In the book, Kell, a certified nursing assistant, describes how she overcame years of emotional turmoil.
"'Post Trauma' follows the first two years of Kell's unknowingly becoming addicted to prescription pain pills. When she reveals this to her family and begins the process of getting clean, her family endures several tragic deaths," Tate Publishing and Enterprises said in a news release. "Suffering through physical and mental withdrawals, Kell was unable to be supportive and had to rely on her family when they needed her most."
According to the publisher, the author reveals her struggles with addiction, a mental breakdown, PTSD and the aftermath of "severe physical and sexual childhood abuse."
"This tremendous story of faith reminds readers of the need to lean on one another and accept the changes in their lives," Tate said. "What could have turned out to be a tragic scenario has become an inspiring tale of a family full of love and determination to save each other."
Published by Tate Publishing and Enterprises, the book is available through bookstores nationwide, from the publisher at www.tatepublishing.com/bookstore, or by visiting barnesandnoble.com or amazon.com. ___